Stuck. 8.29.2017
I hate that I feel this way. I just want to be free. From the guilt. The burdens. The pain.
Someone once said, “Hurt people, hurt people.” And with myself I find this to be true. I see can how it can happen.
Because I am hurt. But I don't want to hurt people. So, how do I stay humble?
How do I break the cycle, and continue? Giving up crosses my mind, but not because it's easier. Because I sometimes, don't feel I'm worth it.
I used to tell myself that even if I just died believing it were possible, and accomplished nothing. I would died satisfied. Complete. Because, I'd die trying.
These hard times, lead me to forget that belief. Run from it even.
I just feel stuck.